" I wholeheartedly believe that influencing will put you so out of touch . "
A former full-time influencer is going viral for sharing the reasons why she left the field of content creation, and I don’t think anyone was expecting to hear what she had to say:
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In aTikTokwith over half a million views, Maddison Collinge, 28, who goes by@maddison__lynnon the platform, reflects on her decision to quit full-time content creation. “I was a full-time influencer for little over two years, and before that, I had a real job,” she said in the clip. “Well, long story short, I just started making more money doing this [content creation], and I was like more passionate about it, so I was like, ‘Why the heck am I like doing this job?’ Could be doing this [content creation] full-time and like making more money.”
“So I’ve been influencing, content creating, whatever you want to call it for the last couple of years… [There were] a lot of different reasons I decided to go back to work. One of them being, I just got bored. Every single day, I would do the same thing.”
“Of course, you’re working on different projects some days. But, a video concept, a video idea, filming a video, editing a video, it does not take me that long. It does not take me all day… I just felt like I just wasn’t fulfilled, I, I didn’t feel like I was filled with passion, I didn’t feel like I was helping anybody, I didn’t feel like a, like a purpose, really,” Maddison explained.
“Completely relate to this. I haven’t let go of working for a multitude of reasons but sometimes influencing feels so meaningless tbh.”
“This is my exact thought process, I’m a full-time student, work and record my life on the side, I feel like doing this full-time wouldn’t fill my cup.”
“That’s exactly how I felt and that’s why I decided to go back to school and get an interior design degree already having a bachelor’s in biz so I could work in something creative that’d fulfill me.”
Further, commenters were praising Maddison’s transparency and her refreshing take on the subject of influencing as a full-time job:
“This is such an interesting and unique perspective that I have so much respect for. Good for you! Not many ppl would challenge themselves this way.”
Others also pointed out how some don’t often view full-time content creation as a career people can grow out of:
“People are forgetting that being a content creator is another career that you could potentially not like. Just [like] how you want to leave your job when you’re not stimulated mentally.”
To learn more about the current state of content creation, BuzzFeed spoke to Maddison, now a social worker, about how her life has changed since she left full-time content creation and what advice she would give others who are looking to do the same:
The 28-year-old explained, “My 9-to-5 makes me feel like I have a purpose outside of myself. I feel like my content is very ‘me’ focused, and in my 9-to-5, I get to focus on others.”
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